So, it has come to my attention that I am indeed not perfect. It has been a whole year that my fiancé Jason and I have not slept in the same bed. It may sound strange of all things, but the reason behind us not sleeping together is due to Jason's Snoring. No matter if I fall asleep first or he does, the moment he begins snoring even the slightest bit loud, I bug him, tap him and wake him, and tell him he is snoring. I get upset start crying because I feel bad that I am waking him continuously.
How am I or him supposed to get any sleep, if one I keep waking him or he keeps waking me?
We have tried different sides of the bed. We have tried different positions like one on their left side and the other on their right, but nevertheless he snores and I wake and then he is woken. I have tried settling my breathing to his. He has tried everything I can think of and still snores loud.
So, here is what is going to happen, although I have a good feeling already that he has figured out what one of his Christmas Presents is as feeling absolutely desperate, I may have hinted twice tonight alone that he can have one of his gifts early. Well, if you haven't figured it out, yet. You won't know until Christmas Day or The Day After as Jason has chosen not to open it.
So, yes we sleep in separate rooms tonight. And yes, I have a headache. And yes, I am tried. It has been a long day that just needs to end. And as upset as I am I do not need to stay up any longer. Because as we all know this will not change anything. He still sleeps soundless in the room next door and me wide awake, until the crack of dawn.
So, let me put it to you this way. It's bedtime and well like everyone else on the planet. I should be asleep in bed. Yes, I am in bed, but well... I think you know the rest.
Good Night All. Sweet Dreams and Don't Let the Bed Bugs Bite!
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