Being Heard - My Voice 3

You've all heard it, one too many times from me before, it's just how does one live a life, where another person tells her; How to live it?


I've said this to many times before to the point of which this stems, is there really a right or wrong way of living, I mean how I see it is; as straight forward as it can get, live happily with no one to ask you questions or to bother telling you otherwise, live how you would do things, and do not trap a thought of how some others do these things, live vicariously as you would, just simply being you, don't tell some one how they should live their life, and don't expect them to tell you how your life should be lived.


You have friends; you have family; you have personal lives; you have work lives, but why must one life intertwine with another, is that how we all must go about our lives, switching from one to the next, hoping that not more then one life is seen at once, praying that as you work hard to keep your life on a positive uplifting manner that not all lives, come to a screeching halt, and you this one lone person is the only one to fend for herself or himself and while others hang around they sit and stare, and some well they push and prod at you to embarrass and humiliate yourself until, you scream out STOP, STOP THAT'S ENOUGH.


 Like, in one single breath you hold on for dear life, and as you know that with opening your mouth, you let out not only the air you have been holding onto, but the sanity that still says it's okay, it will stop and you will be fine, just hold on dear one, you can hold your breath, you've done it for so long now, just hold it.


I've held that breath of mine for so long now, is it really worth holding anymore, is there anyone out there?, can you hear me?, anyone?, Please, anyone... I'm here and I'm alone, I need to know that I'm being heard, Please I've heard enough, That's enough, STOP. 


Stop, like telling someone stop has worked before, more like leaving and never returning, is that what it takes, to know it will be over, that some person, will be gone from that life, leaving... You leaving taking on what others have in store for a person like you, leaving behind the lives that once were something and creating something so bold so new, that only you know how this will pan out, that saying bon voyage, to your old life or lives would be well worth the wise words of someone so desperate to leave, that they would conjure up something meaningful like bon voyage, like shedding light in a dimly lite room when first entering a strange or unfamilar place, like being cautious for the first time when you meet new people, you don't want to be too outgoing rather you don't want to be to shy, either.


Keep in mind, that not everyone is out to get you the first second you meet them, it takes time and commitment to make anything become something new, whether it be with new friends, or a new job or even just simply a new way of being you, it's always like forever, but in reality it's totally worth it.

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